My name is Lauren. I am married
to Joshua and have two “bonus daughters,” Madison and Emma. I have been a
member of Good Shepherd Catholic Community for 4 years and am involved in the
Flock, a Small Church Community, CRHP Team 3, and the music ministry. (You may
have seen me recently as a cantor for the 11 and 4 o’clock services.)
Music has always been a huge part
of my life. I grew up playing piano, singing songs with my sisters, and
listening to a very eclectic collection of music with my parents. To me,
Christmas and music go hand-in-hand. As a child, I always looked forward to the
day after Thanksgiving when we would pull out all the Christmas CDs and fill
our house with joyous music. My two older sisters and I would create musical
shows in which we would dance around and sing carols while my mom played the
piano and my dad played guitar. It was such a treat to perform as a family for
our grandparents and relatives, and I will cherish those memories forever.
Songs like “The Little Drummer Boy,” “Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer,” or
anything from John Denver and the Muppets: A Christmas Together were
some of our family favorites. (Seriously, if you haven’t heard their version of
“The Twelve Days of Christmas” you are missing out!)
As I grew up and my faith walk
matured, I began to really focus on the meanings and lyrics of some Christmas
songs. Suddenly the words to “Oh Holy Night” could bring tears to my eyes
thinking of God’s revealing promise in the birth of our Savior.
“Long lay the world
in sin and error pining,
‘Til he appeared and
the soul felt its worth.”
These words humble me to the
core. I think about a world in turmoil patiently (or not so patiently) waiting
for the birth of a child who will come to save the world and wash away our
sins.
And then I think about Mary; a
fourteen-year-old girl who said yes to God. This humble, immaculate, graceful
girl agreed to fulfill a promise.
Isaiah 7:14
“Therefore the Lord
himself will give you a sign: behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son,
and shall call his name Immanuel.”
As much as I try to imagine what
it must have been like to be in Mary’s place when the angel of the Lord
appeared to her, I simply cannot. I cannot imagine how scary it must have been
to face Joseph, her parents, or her family. I cannot imagine how scary it must
have been to journey to Bethlehem, a place without family or a familiar face, and
give birth to the most Holy Child. Yet Mary completely trusted God by saying
yes to His will for her.
Luke 1:38
“And Mary said, ‘Behold,
the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word.’”
I can’t help but wonder: was Mary
scared of what was being asked of her? How did she feel about taking on such an
amazing and critical role? Did she know the importance of her role in Jesus’s
life?
Whatever the answers to the
questions, I feel Mary is such a strong, graceful, faithful woman, and one I
hope to model my life after. My love for our Most Blessed Mother and my longing
to live my life as she lived hers is exactly why “Breath of Heaven” is my
favorite Christmas carol of all time. I cannot hear the song without it
stirring my soul and bringing tears of joy to my eyes. I feel that the song
truly expresses what Mary must have been feeling throughout her life; from the
time the angel appeared before her until her assumption into Heaven.
“But I offer all I am
For the mercy of Your
plan”
My hope for you is that this song
will touch your life this Christmas season as it has touched mine. May God
bless and keep you always…. and may you always find the strength to say yes to
God’s will for you, just as our Most Holy Mother was able to do.